Hey Christmas is almost here! The kids had a snow day off from school, so their break started today, of course, if there is a day the girls wanted to go to school, it would have been today. Whitney was going to exchange gifts with her friends and Jayna was going to have a winter solstice party. Oh well. Andrew was glad to be off though. It was a mostly relaxing day. I'm glad that I got the wrapping and sorting of presents mostly done the day before.
Christmas Traditions
1. The tree- I love the fresh tree smell! Ours smelled so good when we first got it this year- it was like heaven. We often just get one at a local store, but have sometimes gone and cut one down. When we lived in the Cleveland area there was a great place to cut down trees ( they had reindeers and had safety saws for the kids!) Unfortunately we haven't found anywhere in the Buffalo area that we like near as well. Okay, Richard would be happy getting an artificial tree and skip the hassle, I've considered it , but after smelling our tree this year I just don't know that that will happen anytime soon. (Sorry honey!)
2. The presents- Usually the family home evening after Thanksgiving we pull one another's names to make a present for. The rule being you can't make for the same person two years in a row. I think it was much easier when the kids were little, especially since I'm not the crafty type. Everybody loves it when Richard pulls their name though! He's making Jayna a candy machine this year, and has made one previously for Whitney, has also made me a great cubby/hook thing that I use in the entranceway. I just can't compete. This year I'm making for Whitney. She loves to bake and make treats, so I'm making a book with a bunch of recipes in it for her, along with giving her supplies to make some of them. Hope she likes it.
3. The other presents- Mom and Dad usually buy a present for each child, SANTA does the rest (Of Course!)
4. The treats- Sugar cookies, buckeyes, and a chocolate nut cluster (like Mom's!)
5. Christmas Dinner- Well the kids eat candy all morning from their stockings- so who needs dinner? Growing up we always had an assortment of lunch meat and cheeses to make sandwiches. We pretty much do the same
6. Christmas Eve Dinner- ?? We don't really have a set tradition, but I think we'll do a late candlelight dinner, read the Christmas story...?
7. Sleeping Arrangements- The kids usually camp out in one of their rooms all together- What was I thinking when we started this? That I didn't want anyone to sleep that night????
8. When can we get up???- I think now there is some reasonable time, maybe 7? If you are up before you can hang out with a sibling and watch tv. You can not wake up another sibling!! You have to wait for everyone to be up before presents can be opened. Who are we usually waiting for??? Dad and Jayna I think
Other things-
Today was the end of the semester for me- Yipee!!!, I have a week off, then have some time I need to spend at Amherst Adult Day Services. I'll have about another week off and then off to a new semester. I'm really thankful for the opportunity I have to be back in school, but it hasn't been easy. We're managaging it though. I think it would be harder if my kids were younger. I'm feeling pretty good about the field I've chosen too, so that is good.
Jayna has a constant sore throat- the doctor has suggested she sees a specialist about getting those huge tonsils out!
Merry Christmas everyone! I love this season and wish you all lots of happiness and peace.
Just Finished- Mrs. Frisby and the Rats of NIMH- a good story, it's a kids book but enjoyable to me too.
Recommended reading for those with young kids- I've fallen in love with Jan Bret (t?) check out "Gingerbread Friends" or "Gingerbread Baby"
And so it goes!
Friday, December 19, 2008
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Happy Birthday Jayna- and more!
Can you believe it that our youngest has now turned 7!!! Jayna celebrated her birthday at Chuck E Cheeses yesterday. I would have to say the best part of it was her excitement- she was just bursting with excitement the whole week leading up to and had a great day. Today a day after, she was going to play with something and she said there is so much to do the day after your birthday. She's been enjoying her new toys ( I would say favorites are new pet shop things and her cleaning set- broom, mop...) I have to say it was hard for me to buy her the cleaning set- who wants stuff to clean with!!! But she wanted it and has enjoyed being her sister's maid!!
div>Jayna is such a special child to us ( of course all our kids are) Jayna's specialty is being sweet- she still likes to give and get hugs, and she has a good sense of humor ( according to my sister she wonders where my kids get their humor- since Richard and I aren't really funny!)
Jayna and her friends at Chuck E Cheeses
Hat and purse and card from Grandma and Pap Ashead
Riding a ride at Chuck E Cheeses with Matt
Thanksgiving ended up being really nice- the morning I spent working on an OT college project- ugh, but it's done and I should have a presentation on it tomorrow. Then we went bowling- who knew so many people went bowling on Thanksgiving? Anyhow it was nice to get out of the house- made me give the project a break- then we came home and I worked on dinner- turkey breast, potatoes... and some pies with the help of Sara Lee!!! ( My mom would have never done that!)
Reading now: Mrs. Frisby and the Rats of NIMH by Robert C. O'Brien
And so it goes...
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Sunday, November 23, 2008
Nov. 23
Thanks for the comments on Thanksgiving. Richard had actually mentioned going out to eat, but it just didn't seem right to me. So I think this is what we're doing: having a smallish thanksgiving dinner, then going bowling sometime that day. We had planned bowling as our family fun activity for the month (there's a process to that at the Ashead home!) and haven't gotten around to it, so that will work as some good Thanksgiving family fun. Plus we have a coupon for 99 cent games, so that's good too. Happy Thanksgiving everyone!
Jayna's birthday party is Saturday at Chuck E. Cheeses. She really loves that place!! Andrew and Whitney never had a party there. I'm not sure how many kids will be there yet- I think they have until Tuesday to RSVP. Few or many, it will be fun! With her birthday being so close to Thanksgiving and me being crazy about school I really need to make sure I give it enough attention. She recently started a Brownie (Girl Scout) troop. One of her friends down the street goes to the same one.
Middle School dance last Friday. We ended up with 4 girls sleeping over. Whitney and her friends have decided that after every dance one of them will have a sleep over. They were loud, but not too bad, and Whitney is always good about cleaning up after them. Middle school time I think is such a time of trying to figure out who you are, what you like..., I see friendships that Andrew and Whitney have had changing. With Whitney being in middle school now- that adds a whole new group, since 2 schools join to form the middle school.
Andrew and Whitney will both be starting practices for the school musical soon.
School has sometimes felt brutal lately for me. I have to say that I think the whole thing is harder than I thought it would be (always good to get humbled I guess) I'm still doing fine gradewise. I have an OT project due the first week of Dec. that I really need to put some concentrated effort into. I've thought about it, picked up some supplies, but really need to make myself start putting it together. It's a poster presentation and unfortunately I'm not that artistic- so I think that has inhibited me somewhat. I had advisement for next semester- I'll have 7 classes which is one more than I have this semester ( 1 credit more too). It seems crazy when it is hard already, but I was so thankful they counted another class from Hiram so I'm not taking 8 classes! ( Plus it made me feel like that first year of college years ago wasn't totally wasted)
Well, I gotta go get Whitney (she's at a friends again!)
And so it goes...
Jayna's birthday party is Saturday at Chuck E. Cheeses. She really loves that place!! Andrew and Whitney never had a party there. I'm not sure how many kids will be there yet- I think they have until Tuesday to RSVP. Few or many, it will be fun! With her birthday being so close to Thanksgiving and me being crazy about school I really need to make sure I give it enough attention. She recently started a Brownie (Girl Scout) troop. One of her friends down the street goes to the same one.
Middle School dance last Friday. We ended up with 4 girls sleeping over. Whitney and her friends have decided that after every dance one of them will have a sleep over. They were loud, but not too bad, and Whitney is always good about cleaning up after them. Middle school time I think is such a time of trying to figure out who you are, what you like..., I see friendships that Andrew and Whitney have had changing. With Whitney being in middle school now- that adds a whole new group, since 2 schools join to form the middle school.
Andrew and Whitney will both be starting practices for the school musical soon.
School has sometimes felt brutal lately for me. I have to say that I think the whole thing is harder than I thought it would be (always good to get humbled I guess) I'm still doing fine gradewise. I have an OT project due the first week of Dec. that I really need to put some concentrated effort into. I've thought about it, picked up some supplies, but really need to make myself start putting it together. It's a poster presentation and unfortunately I'm not that artistic- so I think that has inhibited me somewhat. I had advisement for next semester- I'll have 7 classes which is one more than I have this semester ( 1 credit more too). It seems crazy when it is hard already, but I was so thankful they counted another class from Hiram so I'm not taking 8 classes! ( Plus it made me feel like that first year of college years ago wasn't totally wasted)
Well, I gotta go get Whitney (she's at a friends again!)
And so it goes...
Sunday, November 16, 2008
Thanksgiving thoughts and more
So it's not even Thanksgiving yet, but Jayna is watching "How the Grinch Stole Christmas" on tv. Isn't it a bit early? I have to say I'm a little excited myself for Christmas already, but I do hate all the commercialization so early.
Thanksgiving- who knew it was going to be so stressful to do nothing?? We had said we weren't going to go to my family's this year and that we were just going to chill out here. Here is my dilemma though - I still want some kind of nice immediate family activity, but this is what I envision- me spending all this time cooking while the boys (Andrew and Richard) playing video games, while Whitney hangs out in her room and Jayna does whatever. Buffalo has a big Turkey Trot that I thought would be fun to just get out and watch, but Richard didn't feel like it. Whitney knixed the idea of doing crafts (we could of done something grown up), Jayna would like to play games together- but I didn't have many takers on that idea. I just want it to be a little special. Here are some things I'm thinking may be a possibility: all go see Madagascar 2 together, simplifying the Thanksgiving dinner- pie is important to Richard and Andrew, mashed potatoes and gravy for Whitney and turkey designed cupcakes; so maybe just do a turkey breast,with potaoes and dessert, but skip the stuffing?, maybe we could buy a new game like a kids scene it and enjoy some time playing that together? I don't know- I just don't want to be angry on Thanksgiving- I don't expect us to do stuff together all day, but I would like to have some kind of plan that everyone else could be on board for.
Okay, enough ranting- on a happy note our Tom Turkey is getting full of feathers, so that is nice- I've been remembering to ask people who are over to add a feather. And I really do have so very much to be thankful for.
School has been overwhelming lately, but I guess that happens. I'll just keep putting one foot in front of the other.
And so it goes...
reading now : a long way gone Memoirs of a Boy Soldier - it is good so far,something that always intrigues me is how some people can come through really awful situations, and still thrive, but how others go through awful situations and become bitter or lose themselves.
Hope everyone is well.
Thanksgiving- who knew it was going to be so stressful to do nothing?? We had said we weren't going to go to my family's this year and that we were just going to chill out here. Here is my dilemma though - I still want some kind of nice immediate family activity, but this is what I envision- me spending all this time cooking while the boys (Andrew and Richard) playing video games, while Whitney hangs out in her room and Jayna does whatever. Buffalo has a big Turkey Trot that I thought would be fun to just get out and watch, but Richard didn't feel like it. Whitney knixed the idea of doing crafts (we could of done something grown up), Jayna would like to play games together- but I didn't have many takers on that idea. I just want it to be a little special. Here are some things I'm thinking may be a possibility: all go see Madagascar 2 together, simplifying the Thanksgiving dinner- pie is important to Richard and Andrew, mashed potatoes and gravy for Whitney and turkey designed cupcakes; so maybe just do a turkey breast,with potaoes and dessert, but skip the stuffing?, maybe we could buy a new game like a kids scene it and enjoy some time playing that together? I don't know- I just don't want to be angry on Thanksgiving- I don't expect us to do stuff together all day, but I would like to have some kind of plan that everyone else could be on board for.
Okay, enough ranting- on a happy note our Tom Turkey is getting full of feathers, so that is nice- I've been remembering to ask people who are over to add a feather. And I really do have so very much to be thankful for.
School has been overwhelming lately, but I guess that happens. I'll just keep putting one foot in front of the other.
And so it goes...
reading now : a long way gone Memoirs of a Boy Soldier - it is good so far,something that always intrigues me is how some people can come through really awful situations, and still thrive, but how others go through awful situations and become bitter or lose themselves.
Hope everyone is well.
Saturday, November 8, 2008
Nov.8- Pictures/Halloween
Halloween Spider Treats!
Our Jack-o-Lanterns! This was the first year we used the kids carving knife! Their awesome- so easy and safe, but really work!
Fun at the pumpkin patch!
Checking out pumpkins
Jayna wanted to be a Zombie Skeleton! Thursday, October 16, 2008
Random Thoughts - Oct. 16, 2008
Just some random thoughts- hope everyone is doing well!
1. Tried a new recipe today for bread- it was an easy recipe and tasted yummy! It was suppose to be like an English muffin loaf I guess. The yeast I used was old, so I think it didn't rise like it should have, was pretty dense. Still, hot with a butter spread it was delicious. Winter is coming and I like soup and bread together! (Unfortunately, not everyone in my family likes soup like I do!)
2. I totally soak up any praise I get! It hit me as I reread some nice comments made by a professor on a paper. It made me feel so good. Unfortunately, being a stay at home mom isn't full of praise. And at the ages of my kids it can be brutal! You still have the craziness and demands, but don't even get the hugs and love like when they were 2! (yes, I still think it's there, just more hidden) So having positive feedback from school has been nice- and shown me how needy I am!
3. In the same vein- school is going pretty well. My grades are good. I love learning. Sometimes, yes, I feel like everything is falling apart and piling up- but today anyhow, all is well. Okay- in the back of my mind I have this worry about a class that hasn't showed up as a transfer class from another college that my professor thought would. I need it to count- or else I'll be off schedule and would only be able to get back on track if that class is offered during the winter intersession and probably wouldn't be able to do that anyhow because I have something like a clinical then(except it is in a community setting). With the program I'm in the classes are only offered certain times and I don't want to get pushed back a year!! AHH!
4. Birthday parties- Jayna wants to have her party this year at Chuck E Cheeses. The kids can have a "friend" birthday party every other year. Dilemma- she has 20 kids in her class and wants to invite them all- that is really more than I'd like to pay for! However, how do you only invite some from a class when you don't have everyone's address, plus you can't stop kids from talking about it and having others feel left out. The girl only party doesn't work so well for her class because she is 1 of 4 girls in her class! Plus she really has some boys that are good friends. Anyhow- I think we'll invite everyone, but are thinking that since it is the weekend of Thanksgiving some kids will be out of town?
And so it goes...
1. Tried a new recipe today for bread- it was an easy recipe and tasted yummy! It was suppose to be like an English muffin loaf I guess. The yeast I used was old, so I think it didn't rise like it should have, was pretty dense. Still, hot with a butter spread it was delicious. Winter is coming and I like soup and bread together! (Unfortunately, not everyone in my family likes soup like I do!)
2. I totally soak up any praise I get! It hit me as I reread some nice comments made by a professor on a paper. It made me feel so good. Unfortunately, being a stay at home mom isn't full of praise. And at the ages of my kids it can be brutal! You still have the craziness and demands, but don't even get the hugs and love like when they were 2! (yes, I still think it's there, just more hidden) So having positive feedback from school has been nice- and shown me how needy I am!
3. In the same vein- school is going pretty well. My grades are good. I love learning. Sometimes, yes, I feel like everything is falling apart and piling up- but today anyhow, all is well. Okay- in the back of my mind I have this worry about a class that hasn't showed up as a transfer class from another college that my professor thought would. I need it to count- or else I'll be off schedule and would only be able to get back on track if that class is offered during the winter intersession and probably wouldn't be able to do that anyhow because I have something like a clinical then(except it is in a community setting). With the program I'm in the classes are only offered certain times and I don't want to get pushed back a year!! AHH!
4. Birthday parties- Jayna wants to have her party this year at Chuck E Cheeses. The kids can have a "friend" birthday party every other year. Dilemma- she has 20 kids in her class and wants to invite them all- that is really more than I'd like to pay for! However, how do you only invite some from a class when you don't have everyone's address, plus you can't stop kids from talking about it and having others feel left out. The girl only party doesn't work so well for her class because she is 1 of 4 girls in her class! Plus she really has some boys that are good friends. Anyhow- I think we'll invite everyone, but are thinking that since it is the weekend of Thanksgiving some kids will be out of town?
And so it goes...
Friday, October 10, 2008
Sunday, September 28, 2008
17 Years!! Sept. 28, 2008
Well, today Richard and I celebrate our 17th wedding anniversary. He picked out the perfect card for me that made me cry- it was just what I needed to hear. We have had some hard times in the past years, but overall it has been a happy 17 years. I'm blessed to have someone who is so kind and a good dad to our kids. So here is to the next 17 years!! He got me some stuff from Bath and Body Works that I was checking out the last time we went to the mall. We also went out to eat.
The past few days Richard has been taking a motorcycle training class. He absolutely loved riding!!! He can now get his license; we just need to find the money for a motorcyle now!
Whitney is at it again: being a little saboteur. She loves to bake- which doesn't help dieting! Right now she has cakes in the oven! She was traumatized the other day by a visit to the Dr. It was just for a well visit. Being the independent girl that she is, she wanted to go into the Dr.'s by herself. I was just joking with her and told her if she had some lung disease or something, make sure I know. However, the Dr. did come out with 2 things that we need to check on with her. One is scoliosis, and the other is a mole that she should have checked out by a dermatologist. Whitney is like her mom- not a big fan of Dr.'s, so she wasn't pleased by the news. We will probably go to get her x-ray tomorrow to see if the scoliosis will require any intervention (I'm thinking no, but we'll see). She also has a dentist apt. on Tuesday- poor girl!
And so it goes..
The past few days Richard has been taking a motorcycle training class. He absolutely loved riding!!! He can now get his license; we just need to find the money for a motorcyle now!
Whitney is at it again: being a little saboteur. She loves to bake- which doesn't help dieting! Right now she has cakes in the oven! She was traumatized the other day by a visit to the Dr. It was just for a well visit. Being the independent girl that she is, she wanted to go into the Dr.'s by herself. I was just joking with her and told her if she had some lung disease or something, make sure I know. However, the Dr. did come out with 2 things that we need to check on with her. One is scoliosis, and the other is a mole that she should have checked out by a dermatologist. Whitney is like her mom- not a big fan of Dr.'s, so she wasn't pleased by the news. We will probably go to get her x-ray tomorrow to see if the scoliosis will require any intervention (I'm thinking no, but we'll see). She also has a dentist apt. on Tuesday- poor girl!
And so it goes..
Sunday, September 21, 2008
September 21
MY new motto is "put one foot in front of the other". Being back in school has been an adjustment,so I'm trying to take one day at a time (sometime one class at a time.) I'm doing okay so far, but it is a lot and I'm trying to keep everything in balance.
We had plans to go to Darien Lake (amusement park) yesterday, but Jayna ended up being sick. I wasn't excited to go, but it would have been better than having a sick child.
Grocery shopping and freezer meals- any ideas??? I use to go grocery shopping every 2 weeks, but it got to a point that I would come home and not have enough freezer/refrigerator space for everything, plus the produce and stuff might not be so fresh when I was ready to use it. I'm going shopping now about every week, but I wonder if I spend more money that way. (hard to tell with the increase in food prices!) With school and everything I'd like to do some make ahead freezer meals- does anyone have ideas for any recipes or websites? I've done stuffed shells, pizzas, and meatballs before, but not too much else regularly. I'm thinking a few extra meals available for those crazy days would be nice, but looking for something healthy too.
Weight loss- I have kind of hit a plateau and am basically maintaining a weight loss of about 40 pounds- I know I have more to lose, but am finding it hard to keep at it. Hopefully I can maintain this loss and get more motivated in a bit. I'm still keeping the weight watchers online program.
Reading now- (mostly textbooks!), but have started reading The Long Walk The True Story of a Trek to Freedom by Slavomir Rawicz
And so it goes...
We had plans to go to Darien Lake (amusement park) yesterday, but Jayna ended up being sick. I wasn't excited to go, but it would have been better than having a sick child.
Grocery shopping and freezer meals- any ideas??? I use to go grocery shopping every 2 weeks, but it got to a point that I would come home and not have enough freezer/refrigerator space for everything, plus the produce and stuff might not be so fresh when I was ready to use it. I'm going shopping now about every week, but I wonder if I spend more money that way. (hard to tell with the increase in food prices!) With school and everything I'd like to do some make ahead freezer meals- does anyone have ideas for any recipes or websites? I've done stuffed shells, pizzas, and meatballs before, but not too much else regularly. I'm thinking a few extra meals available for those crazy days would be nice, but looking for something healthy too.
Weight loss- I have kind of hit a plateau and am basically maintaining a weight loss of about 40 pounds- I know I have more to lose, but am finding it hard to keep at it. Hopefully I can maintain this loss and get more motivated in a bit. I'm still keeping the weight watchers online program.
Reading now- (mostly textbooks!), but have started reading The Long Walk The True Story of a Trek to Freedom by Slavomir Rawicz
And so it goes...
Saturday, September 6, 2008
BACK TO SCHOOL !!
Phew!!! We all made it through the first days of school! Jayna started first grade and has 2 friends from our street in her class. It works out well that she is an early riser- she gets on the bus around 7:40. So far she seems happy. My complaint - although I don't let her know it, is that I wish they would let them play on the playground more, especially when the weather is so nice, and probably won't be for long. Out of the 4 days she's gone, I think she got to play on the playground once. They did play duck duck goose outside too, so maybe it's not terrible, but I believe down time and fun can lead to better learning!
Whitney and Andrew are both in the same middle school now. Most of Whitney's friends are on her "team", so that was a great relief to her. She seems to have had no problem from going to a few teachers to a bunch. This is all old hat to Andrew- who is now in 8th grade. So far, so good for him also.
I started college! I have 15 1/2 credits this semester. So far it looks like my anatomy and phsiology class and lab will be the things I really need to keep on top of. It was a bit overwhelming! Wednesday's I'm in class basically from 9-3:30. That's my long day- luckily the rest of the week my days are shorter. Occassionally I panic a bit- am I really going to be able to do this? However, other times I'm just excited about being able to learn stuff that will allow me to hopefully have a "real" job some day. I'm proud of myself for taking this step! I do have 2 occupational therapy courses this semester, hopefully that will give me a chance to be sure this is where I want to be.
**Just Finished: "The Host" by Stephenie Meyer- a really good read
And so it goes...
Saturday, August 16, 2008
Aug. 16-Nice days, socializing and more
Hi Everyone! Monday we had a nice day at Marineland. The kids and I have gone a few times (we have season passes), but this is the first time Richard was able to join us. It was really nice. Jayna and I both got our brave on and rode the roller coaster- she enjoyed it, I did not. We fed goldfish crackers to the bears and fish. You can buy food to feed them, but there are no signs saying not to feed other stuff, so we shared our snack with them. We watched the whale show and Jayna was disappointed that we didn't get as wet as last time. After marineland we went to the Hard Rock Cafe to eat. Richard especially thought Andrew would enjoy it because he is so into music and he did. It was very pricey and we probably wouldn't do it again, but it's nice to say we've done it.
Andrew is now with his cousin Conrad (and more family) enjoying the N.C. Beach. I think he'll have a great time. It is quieter here! I have a friend that has said that no matter how many children you have, taking just one of the mix, makes a big difference and I have found that to be true- no matter what child is gone, it just changes the dynamics for the day. I think Andrew will enjoy having another boy to hang around with, and probably the break from his mom too. He'll be coming home next Sunday.
Well I have been able to continue the tradition of taking the kids school shopping. I remember it being special when my mom took us, so I try to make it special for them. I take them one at a time and we just enjoy the day shopping and I take them out to eat - their choice of where- and let them get dessert or whatever, that we may not always do. I've taken Andrew and Whitney so far and will probably take Jayna this coming week. We gave Andrew and Whitney both a budget and told them what they needed to buy with it- after they got those things they could use any extra to buy other clothes, or a backpack or?? Since they had a certain amount of money to spend, Whitney especially was very cautious of how she spent it and opted for jeans closer to $20 instead of $40. Plus I think it made them more aware of how much things cost. It has been a nice day with the kids so far this year, I feel like it is one good parenting thing I do!
As you may know, Richard is not a very social person, and it can cause frustration because I would like to have more people over or do things with friends more ( with him, not just alone) He says we can, but I know it really stresses him out, which then stresses me out, and then we don't do anything. Anyhow, I got it in my head that I would like to have some kind of back to school/end of summer get-together. I had thought about having some of the families from the neighborhood that have kids over, and the other option was the kids inviting 2 families each of their friends- that is the option that has won. Which makes me a little more nervous because the friends Whitney wants to have over-seem to be in a different economic level then us, and although we like them fine and their daughters have been here often, and Whitney there, I just feel a little uncomfortable since it is not like we are great friends. And I plan on being pretty low-key - hot dogs on the grill and everyone bring a dish kind of thing. Plus nervous about the set up- do we have the food inside or out? To me out seems a little more relaxing, but if the kids are playing marshmallow guns, I don't really want the adults to be in the way?? We'll have the badminton net up, but I'm not sure if the grown ups will play or not and then worry about if everyone will socialize and such?? AHH!! If you have any ideas- let me know. I can't stress out on Richard that just makes it worse.
Richard had Friday off too and that was a nice relaxing day too.
Reading now: The Host by Stephanie Myer andThe Piano Tuner by Daniel Mason
Just Finished "Flirting with Pete" by Barbara Delinsky
And so it goes... Have a great day! Oh if interested you can now subscribe to my blog-check out the box on the side ( I think!)
Andrew is now with his cousin Conrad (and more family) enjoying the N.C. Beach. I think he'll have a great time. It is quieter here! I have a friend that has said that no matter how many children you have, taking just one of the mix, makes a big difference and I have found that to be true- no matter what child is gone, it just changes the dynamics for the day. I think Andrew will enjoy having another boy to hang around with, and probably the break from his mom too. He'll be coming home next Sunday.
Well I have been able to continue the tradition of taking the kids school shopping. I remember it being special when my mom took us, so I try to make it special for them. I take them one at a time and we just enjoy the day shopping and I take them out to eat - their choice of where- and let them get dessert or whatever, that we may not always do. I've taken Andrew and Whitney so far and will probably take Jayna this coming week. We gave Andrew and Whitney both a budget and told them what they needed to buy with it- after they got those things they could use any extra to buy other clothes, or a backpack or?? Since they had a certain amount of money to spend, Whitney especially was very cautious of how she spent it and opted for jeans closer to $20 instead of $40. Plus I think it made them more aware of how much things cost. It has been a nice day with the kids so far this year, I feel like it is one good parenting thing I do!
As you may know, Richard is not a very social person, and it can cause frustration because I would like to have more people over or do things with friends more ( with him, not just alone) He says we can, but I know it really stresses him out, which then stresses me out, and then we don't do anything. Anyhow, I got it in my head that I would like to have some kind of back to school/end of summer get-together. I had thought about having some of the families from the neighborhood that have kids over, and the other option was the kids inviting 2 families each of their friends- that is the option that has won. Which makes me a little more nervous because the friends Whitney wants to have over-seem to be in a different economic level then us, and although we like them fine and their daughters have been here often, and Whitney there, I just feel a little uncomfortable since it is not like we are great friends. And I plan on being pretty low-key - hot dogs on the grill and everyone bring a dish kind of thing. Plus nervous about the set up- do we have the food inside or out? To me out seems a little more relaxing, but if the kids are playing marshmallow guns, I don't really want the adults to be in the way?? We'll have the badminton net up, but I'm not sure if the grown ups will play or not and then worry about if everyone will socialize and such?? AHH!! If you have any ideas- let me know. I can't stress out on Richard that just makes it worse.
Richard had Friday off too and that was a nice relaxing day too.
Reading now: The Host by Stephanie Myer andThe Piano Tuner by Daniel Mason
Just Finished "Flirting with Pete" by Barbara Delinsky
And so it goes... Have a great day! Oh if interested you can now subscribe to my blog-check out the box on the side ( I think!)
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
Toning
Whoa- nothing lets you know you need to tone your body like shopping for a swim suit! UGGhH!
And so it goes..
And so it goes..
Monday, August 4, 2008
Aug. 4- summer
Well, life is always changing, huh? I quit my job today. It just wasn't the right position for me unfortunately. I think I could work with the developmentally disabled population fine, but there were issues with the people working there and just stuff that didn't feel right. I prayed about it and really felt it was best to quit, that the stress of it just wasn't worth it. It was a little hard to accept, I was really hoping it would look good later on a resume, and also give me some money while I'm attending college. But took the leap of faith.
Went to wal-mart tonight and the girls went together to pay for about 1/2 of a slip and slide and I pitched in the rest (Okay, the whole thing was like $7.54). They seemed to have fun on it tonight. Can you believe that Whitney had never been on a slip and slide - that surprised me. Jayna was at a birthday party this weekend and they had one there, so when she saw one she was interested. She is still enjoying swim lessons.
Whitney had a friend over today and Jayna went down the street to a friends house where she did more swimming. Although I put some sun lotion on her before she went, her back looks burnt. Andrew has mostly been hanging around the house watching tv and playing video games, he also spends his time playing his bass guitar. Have been working on getting him a new bass teacher, as his had to quit. Looks like we might not start again until mid- Sept. They've also made marshmallow guns that he and Whitney like to play with.
Richard's parents were suppose to be coming soon, but his Dad ended up in the hospital again. He's home now, but has MRSA, and isnt' feeling very well, so they're not coming. Richard was disappointed. He has been very busy lately.
Hit 40 pounds at my last official weigh in - YAY! Summer has been hard for me- I think with the kids being home and making food for them and they're always asking for a snack, plus maybe the stress of that too. So I haven't lost as much as I'd hope to this summer, but still working at it. Richard has lost around 65 pounds or so, and his mom and brother have also started the program. I've also stopped taking medication for high blood pressure and seem to be doing okay with that. Unfortunately the weight loss hasn't helped my high cholesterol much.
And so it goes...
Went to wal-mart tonight and the girls went together to pay for about 1/2 of a slip and slide and I pitched in the rest (Okay, the whole thing was like $7.54). They seemed to have fun on it tonight. Can you believe that Whitney had never been on a slip and slide - that surprised me. Jayna was at a birthday party this weekend and they had one there, so when she saw one she was interested. She is still enjoying swim lessons.
Whitney had a friend over today and Jayna went down the street to a friends house where she did more swimming. Although I put some sun lotion on her before she went, her back looks burnt. Andrew has mostly been hanging around the house watching tv and playing video games, he also spends his time playing his bass guitar. Have been working on getting him a new bass teacher, as his had to quit. Looks like we might not start again until mid- Sept. They've also made marshmallow guns that he and Whitney like to play with.
Richard's parents were suppose to be coming soon, but his Dad ended up in the hospital again. He's home now, but has MRSA, and isnt' feeling very well, so they're not coming. Richard was disappointed. He has been very busy lately.
Hit 40 pounds at my last official weigh in - YAY! Summer has been hard for me- I think with the kids being home and making food for them and they're always asking for a snack, plus maybe the stress of that too. So I haven't lost as much as I'd hope to this summer, but still working at it. Richard has lost around 65 pounds or so, and his mom and brother have also started the program. I've also stopped taking medication for high blood pressure and seem to be doing okay with that. Unfortunately the weight loss hasn't helped my high cholesterol much.
And so it goes...
Monday, July 28, 2008
Andrew's thoughts on laundry /July 28
I was in Andrew's room the other day (generally a very messy place to be)and saw that he had shirts sticking out of what was his underwear/jammy drawer and I mentioned that they didn't belong there. He said he doesn't do "drawers" anymore (ie. one for shirts, one for pants), and that if he is lucky that he will find all the items he needs for the day in 1 drawer.
Sunday, July 27, 2008
Poems
We're sharing poems tonight for family home evening. Here are some new ones I've discovered and an old favorite. Once you get to the link you may have to scroll down a bit to get to the actual poem.
http://famouspoetsandpoems.com/poets/langston_hughes/poems/16947
http://famouspoetsandpoems.com/poets/maya_angelou/poems/492
http://famouspoetsandpoems.com/poets/william_butler_yeats/poems/10438
And so it goes...
http://famouspoetsandpoems.com/poets/langston_hughes/poems/16947
http://famouspoetsandpoems.com/poets/maya_angelou/poems/492
http://famouspoetsandpoems.com/poets/william_butler_yeats/poems/10438
And so it goes...
Thursday, July 17, 2008
Have been making a tomato/basil/mozzarella salad with basil that we're growing. Yum and yay! We have some tomatoes that are starting to grow so maybe I'll be able to use our own tomatoes too. (That's all our garden consists of this year)
I love watching Jayna in swim lessons. She has such a happy face! She says they are so much fun! She started in level 2 this summer, but after the first lesson they told her she should try level 3, so she was pretty happy about that too I think.
The jury ( me and my multiple personalities) is still out on the new job. I've been in the house a few days, but have mostly been shadowing and directed as to what to do. Soon I'll be responsible for more things and we'll see how it goes.
I'm excited to start school in the fall. I hope it is a good choice.
I've still been losing weight, although it has slowed down some. I'm at around 35 pounds or so. It has been kind of fun trying out some new recipes and I've found some products that I like using. It's nice too that people are starting to notice my weight loss. Richard is doing great too and has lost over 50 pounds. He is a bit more diligent than I am.
Reading now (still): "Yes your teen is crazy, Loving your kid without losing your mind"
Just Finished: "Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close" ( or something like that)- a pretty good read.
And so it goes...
I love watching Jayna in swim lessons. She has such a happy face! She says they are so much fun! She started in level 2 this summer, but after the first lesson they told her she should try level 3, so she was pretty happy about that too I think.
The jury ( me and my multiple personalities) is still out on the new job. I've been in the house a few days, but have mostly been shadowing and directed as to what to do. Soon I'll be responsible for more things and we'll see how it goes.
I'm excited to start school in the fall. I hope it is a good choice.
I've still been losing weight, although it has slowed down some. I'm at around 35 pounds or so. It has been kind of fun trying out some new recipes and I've found some products that I like using. It's nice too that people are starting to notice my weight loss. Richard is doing great too and has lost over 50 pounds. He is a bit more diligent than I am.
Reading now (still): "Yes your teen is crazy, Loving your kid without losing your mind"
Just Finished: "Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close" ( or something like that)- a pretty good read.
And so it goes...
Monday, July 14, 2008
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
June 25, 2008
What a busy month this has been, and full of changes too. The kids are out of school now and I attended Whitney's moving up day (middle school for her next year) and Jayna's kindergarten celebration- both ends of the elementary school. They both did really well this year. Waiting to see how Andrew's grades pulled through- we had gotten a progress report showing various zero's on some things and had really been on him to do better. He's smart, but doesn't always apply himself the way he should.
Since school is out that means my job as a teacher's aide is over too. WooHOO! It was an okay job this past year, but I'm also glad it's over. The last week or so was crazy with exams and stuff. The past year was a good time to evaluate things and see where I wanted to go next.
I started training yesterday for my new job. I guess my official title is a relief life skills trainer. I'll be working in a group home for adult men with developmental disabilities. I have learned a little bit about it, but think I will get a much better idea about it once I actually start. I have about 10 more days of training first. Training itself was kind of long and not great yesterday, however that part didn't seem so bad once I left and saw that my car had been broken into with a smashed window and stolen gps system. Oh well, it got fixed today, but I don't think we'll be replacing the gps any time soon.
Richard has given notice to Motel 6 that he won't be working past this Saturday. He really hated the job and I missed having him around so I'm not so upset.
Reading now: Yes, Your Teen is crazy! Loving your child without Losing your Mind ( or something like that) really helpful so far.
Just Finished: Last Night at the Lobster - kind of a boring read
And so it goes...
Since school is out that means my job as a teacher's aide is over too. WooHOO! It was an okay job this past year, but I'm also glad it's over. The last week or so was crazy with exams and stuff. The past year was a good time to evaluate things and see where I wanted to go next.
I started training yesterday for my new job. I guess my official title is a relief life skills trainer. I'll be working in a group home for adult men with developmental disabilities. I have learned a little bit about it, but think I will get a much better idea about it once I actually start. I have about 10 more days of training first. Training itself was kind of long and not great yesterday, however that part didn't seem so bad once I left and saw that my car had been broken into with a smashed window and stolen gps system. Oh well, it got fixed today, but I don't think we'll be replacing the gps any time soon.
Richard has given notice to Motel 6 that he won't be working past this Saturday. He really hated the job and I missed having him around so I'm not so upset.
Reading now: Yes, Your Teen is crazy! Loving your child without Losing your Mind ( or something like that) really helpful so far.
Just Finished: Last Night at the Lobster - kind of a boring read
And so it goes...
Monday, June 2, 2008
"Frank Shirt"-- June 2,2008
Well, the "Frank" shirt reappeared today. It hasn't been worn for some time, then here it is again.
Whitney has musical theater dress rehearsal today, then a track meet. Busy,busy, busy.
Was offered a relief position today working with developmentally handicapped adults. I said yes. I think it will be something I can do over the summer and through college. I am only required to work 12 hours a month. We'll see how it goes though. I'll have 2 weeks of training that I'll probably start after I'm done working at the school.
Just Finished:-Eat, Pray, Love by Elizabeth Gilbert. Really liked it.
And so it goes...
Whitney has musical theater dress rehearsal today, then a track meet. Busy,busy, busy.
Was offered a relief position today working with developmentally handicapped adults. I said yes. I think it will be something I can do over the summer and through college. I am only required to work 12 hours a month. We'll see how it goes though. I'll have 2 weeks of training that I'll probably start after I'm done working at the school.
Just Finished:-Eat, Pray, Love by Elizabeth Gilbert. Really liked it.
And so it goes...
Friday, May 30, 2008
May 30th- one more thought
I have just come to the realization that beyond praying, I can't do anything about Richard's job search or job situation; and that worrying doesn't do any good, so I can now just let it all go. I'm just going to have to have faith, and let it be. Yes this same principal probably applies to many more things, but I can only give up my false sense of control over one thing at a time I guess! And wouldn't it be nice, if by me realizing and saying this is all God needed. That now my Heavenly Father could say, oh she finally gets it, let's give this man a great job!! Anyhow- here's to one less thing on my worry plate!!
And so it goes...
And so it goes...
Thursday, May 29, 2008
Just some thoughts- May 29,2008
This past year has been full of changes for me. Generally, they have been good, but sometimes I wish everything would slow down a bit- I wonder how much intensity/change I can take in a period- good or not. In the past year I have sent the last of my children to start kindergarten, which has thus somewhat shut me out of the playgroup group (call it a clique if you wish), still friends with many , but have really lost some of that, even though I wasn't a diehard fan of playgroup before. It just puts me in a different life phase. I've started working again, I've started weight watchers and have so far lost 30 pounds, I've spent lots of time thinking ,figuring out what is next in my life, what I'm most interested in, decided to apply for college, and have gone through that intense period of getting everything done to register for classes, with plans to become a C.O.T.A. (certified occupational therapy assistant), although I still wonder if that's enough for me, or what I really want to do (Which after the craziness about killed my husband when I said that) I'd really like to earn a degree in "changing the world" All the while, being a mom to three kids (13,11 and 6) who lets face it can be very needy and demanding. And just dealing with the day to day of life and marriage and all that goes with that. So all though these changes have generally been good, it can leave me feeling a bit depleted. It takes energy to do all this to have that focus to lose weight, get a college plan....
Just finished- "The Dive from Clausen's Pier"- I really liked this book, probably because it has to do with someone figuring out their own life, which we never really do. The middle of it had more sex than I need to read about, so did some skimming, but I really did like this book. It's about a woman who had been in a relationship with her high school sweetheart, but feeling like it wasn't what she still wanted, then her boyfriend became parapelegic, and it follows her decision to stay or go and what happens.
Reading now- "Eat, Pray, Love"- also enjoying this probably for the same reason, someone searching- (my own personal theme I guess for awhile) it has made me wish I was born Italian, to be able to enjoy life in the moment and get great pleasure. I am so dang structured and responsible- I know I appreciate responsible people, but unfortunately for me I feel it to be a quality that I don't like in myself because I can never just relax, have to be prepared to cover for someone, do the right thing- heck if I even lived in the southern states maybe that would be a start, but that's the whole point for me I guess, I haven't enjoyed being south, because it is too laidback or friendly or something- yep I'm a northern responsible girl ("We raise our children so when they are 18 they are ready to leave the house and make it", that's a take on something my Dad has said) I also could totally relate with her crying in bathrooms, I have done my share of that too! Probably about 1/2 through the book.
And so it goes...
Just finished- "The Dive from Clausen's Pier"- I really liked this book, probably because it has to do with someone figuring out their own life, which we never really do. The middle of it had more sex than I need to read about, so did some skimming, but I really did like this book. It's about a woman who had been in a relationship with her high school sweetheart, but feeling like it wasn't what she still wanted, then her boyfriend became parapelegic, and it follows her decision to stay or go and what happens.
Reading now- "Eat, Pray, Love"- also enjoying this probably for the same reason, someone searching- (my own personal theme I guess for awhile) it has made me wish I was born Italian, to be able to enjoy life in the moment and get great pleasure. I am so dang structured and responsible- I know I appreciate responsible people, but unfortunately for me I feel it to be a quality that I don't like in myself because I can never just relax, have to be prepared to cover for someone, do the right thing- heck if I even lived in the southern states maybe that would be a start, but that's the whole point for me I guess, I haven't enjoyed being south, because it is too laidback or friendly or something- yep I'm a northern responsible girl ("We raise our children so when they are 18 they are ready to leave the house and make it", that's a take on something my Dad has said) I also could totally relate with her crying in bathrooms, I have done my share of that too! Probably about 1/2 through the book.
And so it goes...
Saturday, May 10, 2008
Mother's Day and Life
We celebrated Mother's Day today, which was nice. Richard was afraid he would have to work in the morning tomorrow (he does) and didn't want to miss it. The kids got me one of those cool recordable cards, and it is definitely something to keep and cherish. They sound adorable. Anyhow, I got some great gifts : new shoes, scripture tote (Andrew's recycled, but it's good for me!), a new purse, a hanging basket, skillets too (Which I wanted, but think I will return to get a different kind- sorry Richard) Anyhow, I love my kids a ton. Tomorrow the kids and I are driving to Ohio to see my Mom. I hope it is a really nice day. Sometimes I wish I could be a little closer to family, especially as my parents are getting older. It will be my Mom's first mother's day since her Mom passed on. I don't know if she'll be sad or not. My sisters and some of their families will be there too and we plan on having a bonfire (burn the brush pile, a way to help Mom) so it will be nice to see everyone. I wish I didn't have to be the one to drive home though- that's always Richard's job!
Richard is now working a 2nd job part-time. He is working at Motel 6 doing front desk and maintenance. We were both looking for something to just make things financially a little easier, he got something first. Which I felt a little guilty about. I'm only working part-time, but really felt I needed to finish the school year out since I'm new to being in the work force. Truthfully, I think he is dealing with it (working another job) better than I would. He says when he hears stories about the economy and prices he's thankful he already has one. He's a good man.
College stuff has been stressful. I thought I was doing fine, but am now feeling somewhat behind. I have a test I need to take before I can get admitted to the program I want and won't be able to take it for almost 2 weeks. (To prove I don't need remedial English!!) The stress being that there are only 12 more spots open. Oh well, I really think it will be fine and if not then I guess we'll wait a year or try a different option or...?
I love the smell of our lilac bush!
And so it goes...
Richard is now working a 2nd job part-time. He is working at Motel 6 doing front desk and maintenance. We were both looking for something to just make things financially a little easier, he got something first. Which I felt a little guilty about. I'm only working part-time, but really felt I needed to finish the school year out since I'm new to being in the work force. Truthfully, I think he is dealing with it (working another job) better than I would. He says when he hears stories about the economy and prices he's thankful he already has one. He's a good man.
College stuff has been stressful. I thought I was doing fine, but am now feeling somewhat behind. I have a test I need to take before I can get admitted to the program I want and won't be able to take it for almost 2 weeks. (To prove I don't need remedial English!!) The stress being that there are only 12 more spots open. Oh well, I really think it will be fine and if not then I guess we'll wait a year or try a different option or...?
I love the smell of our lilac bush!
And so it goes...
Saturday, April 26, 2008
Vacation Pictures
At Hershey's
Andrew At the Liberty Bell
Andrew riding the sky bike at the Franklin Institute
Getting Ready for our Carriage ride in Philadelphia
Jayna, Bethany and Whitney at the Academy of Natural SciencesMonday, April 21, 2008
Hershey's and Philadelphia
We took a great spring getaway last week. It was short, but wonderful. We started out going to Hershey PA where we took a tour and enjoyed a great 3D show. The show had some cool special effects and was really enjoyed by everyone. It was a really fun place to be.
That night we stayed in a hotel in Lancaster that had a small water park. The kids really enjoyed it, and I loved it that it was big enough that the kids thought it was great, but small and not crowded that I didn't have to worry so much about losing anyone. Jayna got her brave on and went down one of the big slides too - she enjoyed it but said she didn't like it when you drown at the end!
The next day we headed to Philadelphia and met some friends (Angie and Bethany and Anna Janes) at the Franklin Institute of Science- it is suppose to be a cool museum, but was so crowded that it was a bit overwhelming, however Jayna and Bethany had a great time, as Angie said, they'd be happy if we took them to a cemetary. Bethany and Jayna are good friends, but Bethany moved away last summer, they picked up where they left off, after about 2 minutes of shyness. After the Franklin Institute we walked over to the Academy of Natural Sciences ( I had bought a pass to the science museum here, so they were both free), it was a much bigger hit, partly because it was not crowded at all, and Jayna has been learning about dinosaurs so to see all the dinosaur replicas was awesome for her.
The next morning Andrew woke up with a fever and feeling lousy- I did not want to acknowledge that! We lounged around the hotel for a while then he was starting to feel a bit better so we headed into town .( Philadelphia traffic/driving is awful!!, I'm so glad Richard was there!) It took us quite awhile to get there, between tons of traffic and getting in the wrong lane and such, but we made it to Independence Hall Visitor Center. We walked over to see the Liberty Bell, by this point the girls we feeling beat and not thrilled and I don't think Andrew was feeling so great, so to salvage it a bit, we took a horse and carriage ride around some of the historical sights. We went to the Jane's and had a picnic in the park, it was nice to see everyone. We left around 8:15 Pm, and Richard drove us all the way home, getting home around 2:30 AM.
The vacation felt so good, I'm still enjoying it. I think too, now that our youngest child is 6, that travel is getting easier. I hope to post some pictures soon.
Reading now- "Water for Elephants"- no tests at work tomorrow, I wonder how far I'll get.
Just Finished- "When we were Orphans"
And so it goes...
Sue
That night we stayed in a hotel in Lancaster that had a small water park. The kids really enjoyed it, and I loved it that it was big enough that the kids thought it was great, but small and not crowded that I didn't have to worry so much about losing anyone. Jayna got her brave on and went down one of the big slides too - she enjoyed it but said she didn't like it when you drown at the end!
The next day we headed to Philadelphia and met some friends (Angie and Bethany and Anna Janes) at the Franklin Institute of Science- it is suppose to be a cool museum, but was so crowded that it was a bit overwhelming, however Jayna and Bethany had a great time, as Angie said, they'd be happy if we took them to a cemetary. Bethany and Jayna are good friends, but Bethany moved away last summer, they picked up where they left off, after about 2 minutes of shyness. After the Franklin Institute we walked over to the Academy of Natural Sciences ( I had bought a pass to the science museum here, so they were both free), it was a much bigger hit, partly because it was not crowded at all, and Jayna has been learning about dinosaurs so to see all the dinosaur replicas was awesome for her.
The next morning Andrew woke up with a fever and feeling lousy- I did not want to acknowledge that! We lounged around the hotel for a while then he was starting to feel a bit better so we headed into town .( Philadelphia traffic/driving is awful!!, I'm so glad Richard was there!) It took us quite awhile to get there, between tons of traffic and getting in the wrong lane and such, but we made it to Independence Hall Visitor Center. We walked over to see the Liberty Bell, by this point the girls we feeling beat and not thrilled and I don't think Andrew was feeling so great, so to salvage it a bit, we took a horse and carriage ride around some of the historical sights. We went to the Jane's and had a picnic in the park, it was nice to see everyone. We left around 8:15 Pm, and Richard drove us all the way home, getting home around 2:30 AM.
The vacation felt so good, I'm still enjoying it. I think too, now that our youngest child is 6, that travel is getting easier. I hope to post some pictures soon.
Reading now- "Water for Elephants"- no tests at work tomorrow, I wonder how far I'll get.
Just Finished- "When we were Orphans"
And so it goes...
Sue
Tuesday, April 8, 2008
Pictures- April 8
Wanted to add some pictures from Andrew's play practice (red shirt), and also from the egg hunt with the cousins. Will have to learn how to do this myself so I don't have to wait for Richard to help me. Enjoying the nicer weather.
Saturday, March 29, 2008
March 29
Things have been busy here, I guess that is the norm with 3 kids! Today was our Primary activity, I think it went pretty well, the theme was Follow the Prophet. There weren't too many kids there, but the ones there I think had a pretty good time. I am so glad it is over though. I have to do sharing time this week, and on Tuesday we have a Primary Presidency meeting. It can be busy, and I just need to remember to keep a positive perspective, and sometimes remember that good enough, is good enough sometimes. I am thankful for the church.
Well, who knew that my 6 year old knew the macarena? I didn't. There was a spring fling at the elementary that the girls and I went to, and there Jayna is doing the macarena. I guess they do it during project aces which is an exercise program they do in the mornings at school. Both girls had fun, Whitney basically went off with her friends and Jayna and I "danced" (jumped, twirled...) generally in the same vincinity as her teacher. It was an 80's theme, which I thought was weird for youngs kids, but some of them were dressed up with the denim skirts with leggings under them, the teased hair, just things that brought back memories, so it was kind of weird.
Can you believe it- I have lost 15 pounds now! I got weighed in this morning. I didn't realize that reaching that point would make me feel so good, but it did.
I've been really glad that Andrew is enjoying playing his bass guitar- no fighting to make him practice or anything, he just does. Which is wonderful! He takes lessons from a college student, whom I think he thinks is cool. He also started a paper route today, we'll see how it goes. Richard said it was lots of work and he was dragging about 1/2 way through. Hopefully he'll stick with it for a good while.
Jayna had a birthday party today and Whitney went to a Red Cross babysitting class.
Although nothing has come to fruition yet with Richard's job search, he has been getting some nibbles lately, so that is promising.
Also, I did officially apply to the occupational therapy assistant program at the community college here. I wouldn't say I'm 100% sure that's what I'm doing, but I am feeling really good about it.
Have a great day... And so it goes...
Just Finished- "The Choice" by Nicholas Sparks, an okay read,not my favorite of his though.
Sue
Well, who knew that my 6 year old knew the macarena? I didn't. There was a spring fling at the elementary that the girls and I went to, and there Jayna is doing the macarena. I guess they do it during project aces which is an exercise program they do in the mornings at school. Both girls had fun, Whitney basically went off with her friends and Jayna and I "danced" (jumped, twirled...) generally in the same vincinity as her teacher. It was an 80's theme, which I thought was weird for youngs kids, but some of them were dressed up with the denim skirts with leggings under them, the teased hair, just things that brought back memories, so it was kind of weird.
Can you believe it- I have lost 15 pounds now! I got weighed in this morning. I didn't realize that reaching that point would make me feel so good, but it did.
I've been really glad that Andrew is enjoying playing his bass guitar- no fighting to make him practice or anything, he just does. Which is wonderful! He takes lessons from a college student, whom I think he thinks is cool. He also started a paper route today, we'll see how it goes. Richard said it was lots of work and he was dragging about 1/2 way through. Hopefully he'll stick with it for a good while.
Jayna had a birthday party today and Whitney went to a Red Cross babysitting class.
Although nothing has come to fruition yet with Richard's job search, he has been getting some nibbles lately, so that is promising.
Also, I did officially apply to the occupational therapy assistant program at the community college here. I wouldn't say I'm 100% sure that's what I'm doing, but I am feeling really good about it.
Have a great day... And so it goes...
Just Finished- "The Choice" by Nicholas Sparks, an okay read,not my favorite of his though.
Sue
Saturday, March 22, 2008
Happy Easter!
Hi- It's been a busy couple of days. I had Thursday and Friday off and don't have to go back to work until Monday, that is really nice, one thing about this job is that with school holidays and stuff, I end up with days off fairly often beyond my normal days off.
Thursday I went to the temple, which I was glad I could do. I have been trying to go once a month. That night I had a stake Primary meeting.
Friday a trip to the dentist with Jayna, errands and then the much awaited arrival of my sister and her 2 girls April and Ashley. The kids really enjoy being together, April is 10, Ashley 13, so they fit really well with Andrew being 13 and Whitney 11. Jayna thinks Aunt Mary is great! We played some Guesstures and after Jayna went to bed we watched August Rush, I thought it was a good movie, but a little old for the kids. Saturday we colored eggs, then had our traditional egg hunt. Is there something wrong with us when we hide about 270 eggs for 5 kids?!! Anyhow they enjoyed it. I wonder how long I'll be finding "lost" eggs! We did the hunt inside this year, this weather just isn't feeling too springish! We also went roller skating today, everyone seemed to enjoy it.
Tomorrow morning I'll go to church. Then we'll do our tradition of having an Easter picnic, definitely indoors this year too! We picked up Subway for it tomorrow, we'll also have fruit, and chips and angel food cake with berries and whipped topping. Hope everyone else has a wonderful Easter, I'd love to hear about your traditions.
Weight watchers today - I am down a total of about 12 pounds, I am glad about that, have a long way to go, but one day at a time, right? I am definitely eating much more conscientiously. Richard is also doing weight watchers online now and has lost around 7 pounds. It works out nice with both of us doing it.
I'm exhausted so hopefully I'll get to bed soon! Jayna has mentioned that she hopes the Easter Bunny doesn't hide her basket the same place he has the last few years, and also that Andrew and Whitney won't be waiting to get her with silly string this Easter. It was kind of funny to me because I guess we miss some of Easter as the kids get up before us and find their baskets. Anyhow, hopefully the Easter Bunny will find somewhere to hide her basket that isn't under the computer desk! And I have a feeling that there will be no silly string in the baskets this year.
And so it goes...
Sue
Thursday I went to the temple, which I was glad I could do. I have been trying to go once a month. That night I had a stake Primary meeting.
Friday a trip to the dentist with Jayna, errands and then the much awaited arrival of my sister and her 2 girls April and Ashley. The kids really enjoy being together, April is 10, Ashley 13, so they fit really well with Andrew being 13 and Whitney 11. Jayna thinks Aunt Mary is great! We played some Guesstures and after Jayna went to bed we watched August Rush, I thought it was a good movie, but a little old for the kids. Saturday we colored eggs, then had our traditional egg hunt. Is there something wrong with us when we hide about 270 eggs for 5 kids?!! Anyhow they enjoyed it. I wonder how long I'll be finding "lost" eggs! We did the hunt inside this year, this weather just isn't feeling too springish! We also went roller skating today, everyone seemed to enjoy it.
Tomorrow morning I'll go to church. Then we'll do our tradition of having an Easter picnic, definitely indoors this year too! We picked up Subway for it tomorrow, we'll also have fruit, and chips and angel food cake with berries and whipped topping. Hope everyone else has a wonderful Easter, I'd love to hear about your traditions.
Weight watchers today - I am down a total of about 12 pounds, I am glad about that, have a long way to go, but one day at a time, right? I am definitely eating much more conscientiously. Richard is also doing weight watchers online now and has lost around 7 pounds. It works out nice with both of us doing it.
I'm exhausted so hopefully I'll get to bed soon! Jayna has mentioned that she hopes the Easter Bunny doesn't hide her basket the same place he has the last few years, and also that Andrew and Whitney won't be waiting to get her with silly string this Easter. It was kind of funny to me because I guess we miss some of Easter as the kids get up before us and find their baskets. Anyhow, hopefully the Easter Bunny will find somewhere to hide her basket that isn't under the computer desk! And I have a feeling that there will be no silly string in the baskets this year.
And so it goes...
Sue
Saturday, March 8, 2008
March 8, Snow and more snow!
Well, we are in the midst of a snow storm, definitely a good day to "hunker down", the girls gymnastics classes were cancelled so that made it easier. I'm hoping I'll get lucky and one of the neighbors will snow blow at least the end of the driveway for me. At one point I had Richard leave me instructions on how to use our snow blower and I thought I would be able to do that, however, he now says it it "rigged" and I have to use our air pump to start it -- Hmm, I just don't know about that- on the plus side Andrew did offer to shovel (2 points for you Andrew!)
Richard is having an exhausting time in Florida- I had really hoped it would be a time for him to rejuvenate, but I guess not this time. He has spent a lot of the time at the hospital and has also been doing things for his parents house that needed taken care of. As of yesterday his Dad was still hallucintating and not really able to carry on much of a conversation because he would keep falling asleep. It would be nice if before Richard came home on Tuesday that he and his Dad could have at least one good day to at least talk to each other. He's been a great help to his mom during this time.
Teenagers and Pre-teens -- What do you do with them??? As Andrew and Whitney get older I find it definitely harder to find common interests or do things together - they are no longer happy to play board games or go to the play ground (not as often anyhow) Whitney would be happy to hang at the mall, so I may have to start doing that- I just don't want to lose the connection we have as they get older and I know I need to maybe give them a bit more freedom (or not, I'm not sure), but I do have a lot of fears of what they will get into (personal experience) Andrew gets angry because I won't let him play Richard's M rated game all the time in front of Jayna- has he forgotten that only recently has he even had access to M games ( just a few, shooting games, yuck) Sometimes it is all draining. And it seems like when Richard is gone Andrew really gets more of an attitude, or maybe it just seems that way since I'm the only one dealing with him. Whitney hasn't enjoyed being without cable, and when she heard that I plan on going back to college she was frustrated saying something like now we'll never get cable. Ugghhh!!!!
Didn't make it to weight watchers today, but got weighed in at home and it seems like I'm down about another 1/2 pound, so that makes about 9 YaY! I made it through taking the kids to McDondalds the other day, just have soup, a side salad with light dressing and water. Luckily I like the soup a lot. It was hard for me though.
And so it goes...
Reading now: "Cold Sassy Tree" by Olive Ann Burns (I think)
Just Finished: "Before Women had Wings" by Connie May Fowler - a good read, made me think about how kids love their parents just because they are their parents even if they are abusive- the huge influence a Mom has.
Richard is having an exhausting time in Florida- I had really hoped it would be a time for him to rejuvenate, but I guess not this time. He has spent a lot of the time at the hospital and has also been doing things for his parents house that needed taken care of. As of yesterday his Dad was still hallucintating and not really able to carry on much of a conversation because he would keep falling asleep. It would be nice if before Richard came home on Tuesday that he and his Dad could have at least one good day to at least talk to each other. He's been a great help to his mom during this time.
Teenagers and Pre-teens -- What do you do with them??? As Andrew and Whitney get older I find it definitely harder to find common interests or do things together - they are no longer happy to play board games or go to the play ground (not as often anyhow) Whitney would be happy to hang at the mall, so I may have to start doing that- I just don't want to lose the connection we have as they get older and I know I need to maybe give them a bit more freedom (or not, I'm not sure), but I do have a lot of fears of what they will get into (personal experience) Andrew gets angry because I won't let him play Richard's M rated game all the time in front of Jayna- has he forgotten that only recently has he even had access to M games ( just a few, shooting games, yuck) Sometimes it is all draining. And it seems like when Richard is gone Andrew really gets more of an attitude, or maybe it just seems that way since I'm the only one dealing with him. Whitney hasn't enjoyed being without cable, and when she heard that I plan on going back to college she was frustrated saying something like now we'll never get cable. Ugghhh!!!!
Didn't make it to weight watchers today, but got weighed in at home and it seems like I'm down about another 1/2 pound, so that makes about 9 YaY! I made it through taking the kids to McDondalds the other day, just have soup, a side salad with light dressing and water. Luckily I like the soup a lot. It was hard for me though.
And so it goes...
Reading now: "Cold Sassy Tree" by Olive Ann Burns (I think)
Just Finished: "Before Women had Wings" by Connie May Fowler - a good read, made me think about how kids love their parents just because they are their parents even if they are abusive- the huge influence a Mom has.
Wednesday, March 5, 2008
March 5
Day 2 of Richard being in Florida- he is definitely enjoying the weather, opposed to the ice storm we had here! He went to visit with his parents, his mom mentioned around the holidays that she thought this might be his Dad's last Christmas, so Richard just wanted to take the opportunity to visit with them some. Unfortunately the day or 2 before he was to arrive, his Dad landed in the hospital. He had gotten up to go to the bathroom and his leg broke ( I think a side effect of being on dialysis) He had to have surgery and was on a ventilator, then there was a blood clot in his other leg and he had to have more surgery. The ventilator has been removed, and hopefully he will be moved out of intensive care today (if it hasn't already happened), that will allow Richard and his mom a lot more time to visit with him. I think he'll still be in the hospital for awhile, and then he'll need about 6 weeks for recovery/rehab?? I don't know all the details, but it is possible he will go into a facility during this time, which makes my mother-in-law feel guilty, but he would still need care at that time, that I don't know that she could do, along with his regular dialysis. Anyhow, it seems like it was probably a good idea to go when Richard did.
Andrew's play went really well and he did great, hopefully I'll post some pictures soon. Whitney got selected for a solo in the elementary's musical. The kids definitely do not get their singing ability from me!!!
Okay, I'm still trying to pin down what to do career/college wise for myself, so I thought I'd write out some of my thoughts of things I like or have thought about...
Since I was in high school I thought it would be cool to own/run a campground- I guess my love of nature and also fun mixed together, but it would require working on Sundays, and I'm just not sure if I'd be brave enough to do a sink/swim business venture.
I generally do enjoy working with preschoolers- and have thought about getting my associates degree in early childhood, but sometimes I feel like I've already done that avenue and would like to expand
I love reading and literature.
I feel such a need to help people- so have definitely considered the human services field/ possibly social work. It is just a huge piece of who I am internally.
I have considered occupational therapy because it is a way to help people, I can get a beginners degree (assistant) in 2 years, and it pays fairly well.
Okay, so if anyone know what this makes me, or where I should be headed, let me know!!! If I'm going to be spending the $, at this point I really want to make the best choice. (hmm, if I go the human service route, is there a way to incorporate the reading/nature and kids?)
Hope all is going well for everyone! And so it goes...
Reading now: "Before Women had Wings" by Connie May Fowler
Just finished "Never Let Me Go" by??K. Ishaguro? (something like that) -- I really liked this book!
Andrew's play went really well and he did great, hopefully I'll post some pictures soon. Whitney got selected for a solo in the elementary's musical. The kids definitely do not get their singing ability from me!!!
Okay, I'm still trying to pin down what to do career/college wise for myself, so I thought I'd write out some of my thoughts of things I like or have thought about...
Since I was in high school I thought it would be cool to own/run a campground- I guess my love of nature and also fun mixed together, but it would require working on Sundays, and I'm just not sure if I'd be brave enough to do a sink/swim business venture.
I generally do enjoy working with preschoolers- and have thought about getting my associates degree in early childhood, but sometimes I feel like I've already done that avenue and would like to expand
I love reading and literature.
I feel such a need to help people- so have definitely considered the human services field/ possibly social work. It is just a huge piece of who I am internally.
I have considered occupational therapy because it is a way to help people, I can get a beginners degree (assistant) in 2 years, and it pays fairly well.
Okay, so if anyone know what this makes me, or where I should be headed, let me know!!! If I'm going to be spending the $, at this point I really want to make the best choice. (hmm, if I go the human service route, is there a way to incorporate the reading/nature and kids?)
Hope all is going well for everyone! And so it goes...
Reading now: "Before Women had Wings" by Connie May Fowler
Just finished "Never Let Me Go" by??K. Ishaguro? (something like that) -- I really liked this book!
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
Feb. 27
Hi- A pretty good day today. I had the day off which is always nice, and I felt like I got a lot of cleaning/organizing done. Sorted through some of the paper mess that builds up between school stuff, mail, receipts and all those paper things that like to take over my kitchen.
First week of weight watchers went well and I lost about 5 lbs. Yay. This week has been a little harder (started my period and just want to eat, would especially like some chocolate!!!!) But I'm still keeping track of things and staying within my points - I've used more flex points this week than last, but hopefully that's okay.
Andrew's play is Friday. They performed today for some of the elementary classes. Whitney said it was good. They are doing "Bugsy Malone, Jr." It'll be fun to see.
Whitney is doing sports club at school and just auditioned for the upcoming musical.
Jayna had her last PIP performance. And is down here now watching "Sesame Street"
Richard called to cancel our cable channels today- just a move to save some $. I don't think it will really get turned off until Saturday. I'm interested to see how the kids take it. I think Whitney will be the one who misses it most (Hannah Montana, Drake and Josh...)
Richard is going to Florida next week to visit his parents. I think it will be good for all of them.
That's what's going on here. And so it goes...
Sue
**What I'm reading **
"Never Let me Go" by Kazuo Ishiguro- it definitely grabs your attention fast, but I'm not quite sure where it's going - I hope it's not too creepy!!
**Just finished**
"The Uncommon Reader" by Alan Bennett a short book that was kind of fun to read with a little twist and a bit thought provoking
Any recommendations out there??
First week of weight watchers went well and I lost about 5 lbs. Yay. This week has been a little harder (started my period and just want to eat, would especially like some chocolate!!!!) But I'm still keeping track of things and staying within my points - I've used more flex points this week than last, but hopefully that's okay.
Andrew's play is Friday. They performed today for some of the elementary classes. Whitney said it was good. They are doing "Bugsy Malone, Jr." It'll be fun to see.
Whitney is doing sports club at school and just auditioned for the upcoming musical.
Jayna had her last PIP performance. And is down here now watching "Sesame Street"
Richard called to cancel our cable channels today- just a move to save some $. I don't think it will really get turned off until Saturday. I'm interested to see how the kids take it. I think Whitney will be the one who misses it most (Hannah Montana, Drake and Josh...)
Richard is going to Florida next week to visit his parents. I think it will be good for all of them.
That's what's going on here. And so it goes...
Sue
**What I'm reading **
"Never Let me Go" by Kazuo Ishiguro- it definitely grabs your attention fast, but I'm not quite sure where it's going - I hope it's not too creepy!!
**Just finished**
"The Uncommon Reader" by Alan Bennett a short book that was kind of fun to read with a little twist and a bit thought provoking
Any recommendations out there??
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
Feb. 19
Hi- We got our 1st fence estimate today - a little more than I expected. I think we are going to go with the vinyl. It really would like nice. We'll probably get at least one more estimate, then go from there. I'm actually a little bit excited about getting it done. You should see how it looks now - on one side there are 2 unpainted panels that don't match the rest, on the other side, where some of the panels fell down, Richard has a hodge podge of stuff up to keep the dog from escaping.
Day 2 of the kids winter break and Andrew is sick with the flu. Poor him. Whitney had it over the weekend and hopefully it doesn't spread any more than that!! Good that we didn't have any big plans for this break.
Jayna is playing at her friends house right now. (Matt)
Sunday I was released as the 2nd counselor in the Buffalo Ward Primary, then called as the 1st counselor in the Primary under a new president. For those who know these sisters: Sister Krystal King is president and Shara Desrosiers is 2nd counselor, no secretary yet. It should be good.
Saturday I took a huge step and joined weight watchers. It just hit me that I needed help. It seems that after Whitney was born (almost 11 years ago!) was when I started gaining and not really losing much. Over the past few months I had been gaining weight and didn't know why, then it hit me that with my new job I sit about 19 hours a week. I was never running a marathon before, but I think I was definitely moving more and that working has added to my weight (hmm, one more thing I don't love about my job!) In the past I had considered doing something, but didn't want to spend the money, and thought I should just be able to do it myself. Plus, I had seen my mom go on and off weight watchers, losing then gaining. Anyhow, I felt I needed help and signed up. It was pretty intimidating going to that first meeting, luckily there was an older woman there who talked with me and made it a little easier. I've chosen to do the "flex plan" which has you counting "points", this is day 4 and so far so good. One day at at a time. The thing that I really notice is how little food I really need, portion control- which is something I knew I would need help with. I hope that going to the meetings will help me stay motivated and focused, like each week it is a new beginning. Anyhow wish me courage, strength, determination and a high metabolism!!
Have a great day. And so it goes...
Sue
Day 2 of the kids winter break and Andrew is sick with the flu. Poor him. Whitney had it over the weekend and hopefully it doesn't spread any more than that!! Good that we didn't have any big plans for this break.
Jayna is playing at her friends house right now. (Matt)
Sunday I was released as the 2nd counselor in the Buffalo Ward Primary, then called as the 1st counselor in the Primary under a new president. For those who know these sisters: Sister Krystal King is president and Shara Desrosiers is 2nd counselor, no secretary yet. It should be good.
Saturday I took a huge step and joined weight watchers. It just hit me that I needed help. It seems that after Whitney was born (almost 11 years ago!) was when I started gaining and not really losing much. Over the past few months I had been gaining weight and didn't know why, then it hit me that with my new job I sit about 19 hours a week. I was never running a marathon before, but I think I was definitely moving more and that working has added to my weight (hmm, one more thing I don't love about my job!) In the past I had considered doing something, but didn't want to spend the money, and thought I should just be able to do it myself. Plus, I had seen my mom go on and off weight watchers, losing then gaining. Anyhow, I felt I needed help and signed up. It was pretty intimidating going to that first meeting, luckily there was an older woman there who talked with me and made it a little easier. I've chosen to do the "flex plan" which has you counting "points", this is day 4 and so far so good. One day at at a time. The thing that I really notice is how little food I really need, portion control- which is something I knew I would need help with. I hope that going to the meetings will help me stay motivated and focused, like each week it is a new beginning. Anyhow wish me courage, strength, determination and a high metabolism!!
Have a great day. And so it goes...
Sue
Friday, February 15, 2008
Feb. 15- A new day!
Hi feeling much better today, I believe a good cry can be therapy itself and I know that I have a pretty good life, just sometimes things build up. Thanks to those who left kind comments and e-mails.
The kids have a week off from school now for winter break. Woo hoo! Because, that also means that I have a week off from work. I have different feeling now about breaks and snow days, now that I work at a school, so instead of worrying about what I'm going to do to keep the kids busy, I'm just thankful for some down time for me and the kids. There are a couple of dentist appts. scheduled and a dr. appt. too. I don't have any plans to do anything major this break,hopefully on our Spring break we'll go to Philadelphia and visit with some friends (Janes') and do some of the fun things there. It's always good for me to have something to look forward to.
Richard and I went out to eat and to see "Bucket List", last night for Valentines Day. It is nice that Andrew could babysit for us.
Andrew's play is in about 2 weeks, I'm looking forward to seeing it. Whitney auditioned for the musical in the elementary this week, and Jayna has just one last PIP performance coming up.
And so it goes...Happy thoughts to everyone out there.
Sue
The kids have a week off from school now for winter break. Woo hoo! Because, that also means that I have a week off from work. I have different feeling now about breaks and snow days, now that I work at a school, so instead of worrying about what I'm going to do to keep the kids busy, I'm just thankful for some down time for me and the kids. There are a couple of dentist appts. scheduled and a dr. appt. too. I don't have any plans to do anything major this break,hopefully on our Spring break we'll go to Philadelphia and visit with some friends (Janes') and do some of the fun things there. It's always good for me to have something to look forward to.
Richard and I went out to eat and to see "Bucket List", last night for Valentines Day. It is nice that Andrew could babysit for us.
Andrew's play is in about 2 weeks, I'm looking forward to seeing it. Whitney auditioned for the musical in the elementary this week, and Jayna has just one last PIP performance coming up.
And so it goes...Happy thoughts to everyone out there.
Sue
Thursday, February 14, 2008
Feb. 14- Stress!!!!
Things that are stressing me out:
1. The fence- part of it fell over during a recent wind storm, we had been planning on replacing it "someday", but I guess that is sooner than later. If we didn't have a stupid dog it wouldn't matter so much- the relationship between me and the dog is not getting better- and I get frustrated with the lack of others cleaning up after her outside and maintaining her training. It was a bad decision to get her, one that I'll be paying for for awhile I guess. Anyhow the fence- I would love to just pay someone to do it, but am not sure about the cost difference. Types- chain link would probably be most affordable (which unfortunately has to be a priority), but it is only so tall unless I want to feel like we are in a prison yard. And then that would stress me out because I am use to our tall wooden fence saving us many times from balls, frisbees, and birdies going over to the neighbors- the neighbors are fine, but I don't need the stress of our toys hitting their cars, windows..., wooden fence is what we have now, but rotting and falling apart, and more expensive, I would like something with little upkeep, vinyl would be nice, but probably too expensive for us.
2. Taxes- I just wish they were done so I would know if we could pay off Richard's car and get the fence taken care of, plus catching up a little would be nice. Richard does them and I am trying ( probably not too well) to not push him too much. He's also going to do his Dad's and Mom's which is stressful to me too.
3. Career search for Richard- going nowhere so far, discouraging to both of us.
4. My job- it is kind of a love hate relationship. I love the fact that is is close to our house (less than 2 miles) and I love that I am generally home when the kids are including breaks which is really important to me. But, besides that I hate it! It is incredibly boring and I don't have the opportunity to interact with anyone throughout the day, if I do have students, they are testing, so I don't really get to work with them. I don't have a regular schedule either.
4. What is next for me- I've been struggling to know what to do next career and job wise. I'm just planning that we will be here next year. I would like to return to school but not sure what is the best route. I could go about a year and get my associates in early childhood education which would allow me to teach preschool ( when I was looking for a job this past summer it seems like that is more a requirement than before, I use to teach 4-5 year old class without a degree, but it seems more required now) I do like working with children, and that would be ideal as far as having time off with the kids, however, I've been thinking I would really like to go into social work. I have a desire to help people who have lost hope. I want people to know that life is good and they can make it good. The community college here has about a 1 year program that gives you a certificate in human services, which I am considering, with the college I already have, it probably wouldn't take too many more classes to get an associates degree in social sciences. I could then work on a bachelors degree, but to be honest that sound of that sounds so overwhelming right now. So I need to know what exactly could I do with that certificate and my big concern being would there be part time jobs and what about child care during the summer, Jayna is still 6 and I feel it really important to be around for her and also the older kids. I know many people haven't had that choice, but I have and it remains important to me. So do I do what I think would be okay (childhood ed, or delve into human services hoping it works out)
5. Finances- it just seems that although I am working now and bringing home a little money, we aren't getting ahead.
6. Friends- I miss them, I'm so lousy at making good friends, but have been able to make
some, but now many of them have moved away.
7. How busy I am and how behind I feel- I still get discouraged about what doesn't get done. I didn't even get Richard a Valentines day card, and although I don't think he really cares (we had made plans to go out tonight) it drives me crazy because before I would have found time to do that , I am always trying to keep track of which child needs picked up where, who needs what for school, the house gets messy ( and yes I know we should have everyone pitch in, but keeping up on them pitching in just seems like more work for me!) I go to work and basically do all that I use to, just maybe not as well .
Well, I thought venting some might help, but instead I'm sitting here bawling. And so it goes... hope you're feeling happier than me today
1. The fence- part of it fell over during a recent wind storm, we had been planning on replacing it "someday", but I guess that is sooner than later. If we didn't have a stupid dog it wouldn't matter so much- the relationship between me and the dog is not getting better- and I get frustrated with the lack of others cleaning up after her outside and maintaining her training. It was a bad decision to get her, one that I'll be paying for for awhile I guess. Anyhow the fence- I would love to just pay someone to do it, but am not sure about the cost difference. Types- chain link would probably be most affordable (which unfortunately has to be a priority), but it is only so tall unless I want to feel like we are in a prison yard. And then that would stress me out because I am use to our tall wooden fence saving us many times from balls, frisbees, and birdies going over to the neighbors- the neighbors are fine, but I don't need the stress of our toys hitting their cars, windows..., wooden fence is what we have now, but rotting and falling apart, and more expensive, I would like something with little upkeep, vinyl would be nice, but probably too expensive for us.
2. Taxes- I just wish they were done so I would know if we could pay off Richard's car and get the fence taken care of, plus catching up a little would be nice. Richard does them and I am trying ( probably not too well) to not push him too much. He's also going to do his Dad's and Mom's which is stressful to me too.
3. Career search for Richard- going nowhere so far, discouraging to both of us.
4. My job- it is kind of a love hate relationship. I love the fact that is is close to our house (less than 2 miles) and I love that I am generally home when the kids are including breaks which is really important to me. But, besides that I hate it! It is incredibly boring and I don't have the opportunity to interact with anyone throughout the day, if I do have students, they are testing, so I don't really get to work with them. I don't have a regular schedule either.
4. What is next for me- I've been struggling to know what to do next career and job wise. I'm just planning that we will be here next year. I would like to return to school but not sure what is the best route. I could go about a year and get my associates in early childhood education which would allow me to teach preschool ( when I was looking for a job this past summer it seems like that is more a requirement than before, I use to teach 4-5 year old class without a degree, but it seems more required now) I do like working with children, and that would be ideal as far as having time off with the kids, however, I've been thinking I would really like to go into social work. I have a desire to help people who have lost hope. I want people to know that life is good and they can make it good. The community college here has about a 1 year program that gives you a certificate in human services, which I am considering, with the college I already have, it probably wouldn't take too many more classes to get an associates degree in social sciences. I could then work on a bachelors degree, but to be honest that sound of that sounds so overwhelming right now. So I need to know what exactly could I do with that certificate and my big concern being would there be part time jobs and what about child care during the summer, Jayna is still 6 and I feel it really important to be around for her and also the older kids. I know many people haven't had that choice, but I have and it remains important to me. So do I do what I think would be okay (childhood ed, or delve into human services hoping it works out)
5. Finances- it just seems that although I am working now and bringing home a little money, we aren't getting ahead.
6. Friends- I miss them, I'm so lousy at making good friends, but have been able to make
some, but now many of them have moved away.
7. How busy I am and how behind I feel- I still get discouraged about what doesn't get done. I didn't even get Richard a Valentines day card, and although I don't think he really cares (we had made plans to go out tonight) it drives me crazy because before I would have found time to do that , I am always trying to keep track of which child needs picked up where, who needs what for school, the house gets messy ( and yes I know we should have everyone pitch in, but keeping up on them pitching in just seems like more work for me!) I go to work and basically do all that I use to, just maybe not as well .
Well, I thought venting some might help, but instead I'm sitting here bawling. And so it goes... hope you're feeling happier than me today
Saturday, February 9, 2008
Grandma and sleepover
Hi- All is going pretty well, I have an itchy miserable throat and feel a bit yucky, but nothing too horrible.
My Grandma Cosgrove passed away this week. Although I wouldn't say we were exactly close her death has made me think of memories of her : we have a wonderful, huge afaghan that she crocheted for us when we got married, I think when I was young she tried teaching me the art, but I've never been the crafty one so much; I remember going to her house on Sunday's after church, I don't think she ever had much food there, so we usually got chipped chop ham and chips from one of the two corner stores, Rayles or Scafidies (?sp). I still like to eat ham sandwiches with chips on them. I remember her old house on 4th street, and of course the favorite part being the great porch swing. I loved that swing. I remember the week I stayed with her one summer, I remember walking to a store to get something and watching old shows on TV, I just remember it being nice having some one on one time without anyone else being there. I remember too her love for Pap. Memories of Grandma, naturally bring about memories of Pap ( I don't remember calling him that, but I understand that we did), I remember him being tall, Mexican jumping beans and the bank that we put pennies in and hit the lever for the dog to go through the hoop to put the pennies in the barrel ( I'm not even sure if I have that memory exactly right, because I know Mom now has a bank like that, I'm not sure if they were the same or different, I think different with theirs being a black dog?) I remember coloring in an Archie Bunker coloring book at their house and that when I was in the hospital in 3rd grade she (grandma) came to visit and brought a gift. I also remember that from the bathroom, there were steps that led to a creepy basement. It's funny the things you remember, and as I've thought about this, it makes me realize how little things impact a persons life, as I said at the beginning, I wouldn't say Grandma and I were exactly close, yet as I think of these memories I believe they (Grandma and Pap) probably helped shape me, and I am thankful for their kindess.
Made it through Whitney's birthday sleepover this weekend. She had a great time, but I must admit, I am not a huge fan of sleepovers, especially when it is more than just one other person. She invited 5 girls over, they all came, however 2 left around 10 at night instead of staying over. (Shh...., I was thankful for that) They played games, ate, watched tv and chatted, it seemed to go pretty well. I have memories of bad things happening at sleepovers so I tend to worry about them. Whitney got some webkinz and jammies. Her birthday isn't until the 24th, but our weekends are so busy, this is what we had to go for.
Hope all is well for everyone, and so it goes...
My Grandma Cosgrove passed away this week. Although I wouldn't say we were exactly close her death has made me think of memories of her : we have a wonderful, huge afaghan that she crocheted for us when we got married, I think when I was young she tried teaching me the art, but I've never been the crafty one so much; I remember going to her house on Sunday's after church, I don't think she ever had much food there, so we usually got chipped chop ham and chips from one of the two corner stores, Rayles or Scafidies (?sp). I still like to eat ham sandwiches with chips on them. I remember her old house on 4th street, and of course the favorite part being the great porch swing. I loved that swing. I remember the week I stayed with her one summer, I remember walking to a store to get something and watching old shows on TV, I just remember it being nice having some one on one time without anyone else being there. I remember too her love for Pap. Memories of Grandma, naturally bring about memories of Pap ( I don't remember calling him that, but I understand that we did), I remember him being tall, Mexican jumping beans and the bank that we put pennies in and hit the lever for the dog to go through the hoop to put the pennies in the barrel ( I'm not even sure if I have that memory exactly right, because I know Mom now has a bank like that, I'm not sure if they were the same or different, I think different with theirs being a black dog?) I remember coloring in an Archie Bunker coloring book at their house and that when I was in the hospital in 3rd grade she (grandma) came to visit and brought a gift. I also remember that from the bathroom, there were steps that led to a creepy basement. It's funny the things you remember, and as I've thought about this, it makes me realize how little things impact a persons life, as I said at the beginning, I wouldn't say Grandma and I were exactly close, yet as I think of these memories I believe they (Grandma and Pap) probably helped shape me, and I am thankful for their kindess.
Made it through Whitney's birthday sleepover this weekend. She had a great time, but I must admit, I am not a huge fan of sleepovers, especially when it is more than just one other person. She invited 5 girls over, they all came, however 2 left around 10 at night instead of staying over. (Shh...., I was thankful for that) They played games, ate, watched tv and chatted, it seemed to go pretty well. I have memories of bad things happening at sleepovers so I tend to worry about them. Whitney got some webkinz and jammies. Her birthday isn't until the 24th, but our weekends are so busy, this is what we had to go for.
Hope all is well for everyone, and so it goes...
Saturday, February 2, 2008
Feb. 2nd
Well, after my niece Lex and friend Claudia started blogging I thought I'd give it a try, thanks for the inspirtation guys! I've named the blog "and so it goes", although my daughter, Whitney of course, was sure it should be named "motherfreak".
Today we went to a "PIP" performance of Jayna's (6 )at Buffalo State College during the girls basketball game. They have a routine of basketball tricks and skills that they do. It is really amazing to see my kindergartener get out there and perform during a college game. They have also performed at local high school games. She enjoys it alright, but I do think it can be a bit draining too. It is a group of boys and her girls from her elementary from kindergarten -5th grade. She has one more performance left this season. Below is a link to a performance at Canisius College.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HdbJRZn9UUw
Andrew (13) is having a friend over to watch the Super Bowl tomorrow and Whitney has a birthday sleepover planned for Friday/Sat. I can't believe how busy it can be having 3 kids school aged and involved with so many things ( bass guitar lessons, gymnastics, musical theater, PIP, ...), although it seems like no one of them is doing too many things, it just adds up.
Jayna worked on her kindergarten project today creating a poster for the 100th day of school, using marshmallows. Sadly, it didn't surprise me too much when the dog ate some of the marshmallows off (Stupid Dog!!!Stupid Me for putting it where she could get it!!!!)
And so it goes.... I hope everyone reading this is well and enjoying the journey.
Sue
Today we went to a "PIP" performance of Jayna's (6 )at Buffalo State College during the girls basketball game. They have a routine of basketball tricks and skills that they do. It is really amazing to see my kindergartener get out there and perform during a college game. They have also performed at local high school games. She enjoys it alright, but I do think it can be a bit draining too. It is a group of boys and her girls from her elementary from kindergarten -5th grade. She has one more performance left this season. Below is a link to a performance at Canisius College.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HdbJRZn9UUw
Andrew (13) is having a friend over to watch the Super Bowl tomorrow and Whitney has a birthday sleepover planned for Friday/Sat. I can't believe how busy it can be having 3 kids school aged and involved with so many things ( bass guitar lessons, gymnastics, musical theater, PIP, ...), although it seems like no one of them is doing too many things, it just adds up.
Jayna worked on her kindergarten project today creating a poster for the 100th day of school, using marshmallows. Sadly, it didn't surprise me too much when the dog ate some of the marshmallows off (Stupid Dog!!!Stupid Me for putting it where she could get it!!!!)
And so it goes.... I hope everyone reading this is well and enjoying the journey.
Sue
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